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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

::. + Tired + .::

I am so tired now.. Just got back home.. stupid brother said he wanna use computer so i hafta use now, bath later. Hahaz =p

Yesterday didn't get to catch the movie with my kakis. I didn't know that so many people would be watching movie yesterday that no movie tickets was left over for us. In the end, i went back home as they wanted to watch 12am+ show. Too late.. i rather go home zzz baz.. sianz. haix so tired..

Slept for 12 hours today. Hahhaaz.. but i am still very tired.. not sure of the reason though.. Today was kinda rush.. didn't get to really doll myself up before going bai nian. hahaz.. :p cuz my aunt so gan jiong.. haix.. whenever she comes to my house, everyone in my house would panick.. so gan jiong.. aiyoz~~ when get into my aunt's car, my siblings and i would always feel dizzy in the car cuz my aunts talk at the top of their voices de.. lol... alwayz.. cannot tahan them.. haiz~ hahaz.. i ended up covering up my ears before i faint. *o_O*

Went ICA to do evening gongyo before going to my sister's and brother's godparents house to bai nian.. After that, went to my cousin's house for dinner. My niece and nephew was there too. They are so cute.. ^^ i could sweat while playing with them cuz they kept on laughing at silly stuff.. lol.. so today's not a boring day. =p In the late evening, we went to my biao ge's house.. - condo wors.. so envy.. made me want to live in a condo in the future. hahaz.. 'omg' was the words in my mind when i saw those beautiful thingy~ omgz.. i like the swimming pool!! i like the sound of the swimming pool.. omgz!! haha =D really OMG lorz!!! OMG!!!!!!!

After that, we headed to Pasir Ris beach.. wondering when can i have the chance to eat at Fisherman's Village~ Haix~ Piggy must have forgotten liaoz. hmmpx.. Nevermind.. i believe i will go there de. haha

Tired.. thought of eating but too tired to eat.. Off to bath and sleep now.. Tomorrow my kakis gonna come my house. After that heading to Daven's house for lunch. Maybe going Jane's house for her birthday party. Then maybe going Party World to join back my kakis... Not sure also.. Wednesday starting school le.. don't know~~ blahz.. goodnight!

Rainlite wishhed*
12:10 AM

Sunday, January 29, 2006

::. + Boring + .::

Sian.. so boring.. arghz... Went to my aunt's house just now. So bored down there.. My cousin was at home.. nobody entertaining me~ sian.. sms overuse.. can't message people to chat.. wanted to find people to go out with me.. but no one's free now ba.. sian.. bored.. this is the first time i felt so bored during cny.. maybe my grandparents are not around anymore ba.. that's why not all of my relatives went to my aunt's house. bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored!!

Luckily i will be going out with my 5/1 kakis to watch movie later on.. if not i surely bored til faint.. haha.. I feel so bored now!!!!!!! Help!!!! X_X!!

Rainlite wishhed*
7:08 PM

::. + Happy New Year! + .::

Happy new year all! Heez.. Here's a joke that my sister sent me via sms.. Let me translate it in English since i can't type our Chinese character... It goes like this.. 'Let's say goodbye to the year of chicken. 1...2...3... chicken (ji) bye...!!! Lolx!!! oops.. understand? hahhahahaha.. lol.. so funny.. haha.. lol..

It's 2.23am now. Can't get to sleep. Don't have the mood to sleep now cuz it's new year! Hahaz.. Just wanna spend more time awake to welcome the dog year and cai shen ye. ^^

Hmm.. it's getting late already.. I think i shall go to sleep now. hahaz :p

Rainlite wishhed*
2:20 AM

Friday, January 27, 2006

::. + Dream + .::

Wanted to blog about this long ago. Wait.. did i blog about this before? Lolx.. I dreamt of a plane crashing while my ex-crush was inside. Didn't get the chance to confess to him. :X Did i blog about this before? I have STM. Haha~ Also, i think i also TTMed in that dream? I TTMed that he wrote me a letter to confess to me. What a pity rights? Haha... Anyway, that was just a dream..

I went to find what that dream meant... could only find 'planecrash.' Here it goes..

To dream that a plane crashes, suggests that you have set overly high and unrealistic goals for yourself. Your goals may be too high and are impossible to realize. You are in danger of having it come crashing down. Alternatively, your lack of confidence, self-defeating attitude and self-doubt toward the goals you have set for yourself is represented by the crashing airplane; you do not believe in your ability to attain those goals. Loss of power and uncertainty in achieving your goals are also signified.

Hmmm... i didn't set any goals at that time.. weird.. why like this ne.. Sighs? haha.. 'self-doubt toward the goals you have set for yourself is represented by the crashing airplane; you do not believe in your ability to attain those goals.' As the sentence says that i do not believe in my ability to attain the goal, was it that i lack self confidence to really achieve that something i had thought of? Maybe baz.. SO this shows that i can achieve that.. it's just that i TTMed! Hahas.. :P

Rainlite wishhed*
11:33 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006

::. + Feeling ticklish ^^ + .::

School was so fun today. Hahhahaa.. love the laughing part with Jane and Yvonne. Forget about what happened to the test, just remembered the laughing parts with them. Hahaha...

Everything happens for a reason. Thanks to Kris for reminding me this through the taggy. Haha.. After FM lesson today, Jane, Yvonne, Lee Min and me went SAA as they wanna register for the Salsa dance during the holidays. I didn't register cuz i think that's weird for me dancing that. Haha.. :x Don't know.. i am not interested in this type of dance. While waiting for them, i browsed around and took one stack of the Aloha paper~

During the MR lecture, we didn't pay attention to what VNJ was talking aboutz. I suddenly thought of drawing Yvonne's 'portrait' on that Aloha paper. Ya.. Portrait. lolx.. After i drew finished, Jane took that paper and drew another Yvonne. Then, she wrote down CNY wishes on that paper for Yvonne. In the end, i also treated that piece of paper as a New Year card and wrote down wishes for CNY too.. Lolx.. The contents in the paper are so funny loz.. lolx.. So hilarious~ Kept on laughing. Lolx.. That was how our laughter sparked off. Felt so high spirited just now. Lolx.. Actually, i still have the high spirited feeling. lolx.. See, everything happens for a reason. If i never take that Aloha paper, the three of us won't be laughing all the way during the MR lecture. Lolx.. When VNJ lectured finished, he was taking the attendance by calling out names in the lecture hall. When he called out my name, my reply of 'here' made Yvonne and Jane laughed. Lolx.. i didn't notice the tone of my 'here' was like the 'cannot stand him, boring' type of tone! really. lolx..

After our FM test, we took the MRT back home. Again, the laughter sparked off between the three of us. Lolx.. We joked about those embarrassing thingies, our own embarrassing experiences and other stuff. Darn funny manz.. lol.. I can't remember now.. all i know is that we laughed til bth.. Haha.. That was the first time this year i almost cried while laughing too hard. Lolx.. Not bad ma.. cuz this is my first time almost crying while laughing too hard.. lol.. Laughed til our stomach cramped. Laughed til having sore throat. lolx.. This is a very good exercise for us. Can help exercise our stomach and face. =D

Feeling so happy now. Poning(again) FM lecture tomorrow cuz got GEM meeting with my groupmates. Anyway, i don't understand what the lecturer is talking about. I have tried to listen but she always confused me with her switching of the transparencies. Blahs.. After Blaw make-up lesson tomorrow, i gonna have a short meeting (i hope) for GEMs.. after that, we (Yes, the three of us again! and Jeff) will be touring SP to spot some 'scenic views' of SP for the TTP assignment. lol.. I will talk more about this someday, maybe. :P After the tour, the three of us will head down to Bugis for shopping!! ^-^ V The fun part is dressing up nicely for tomorrow. We like dressing up! Hahhaa. ._." :p Will take photos tomorrow. =D

Rainlite wishhed*
10:11 PM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

::. + Sigh + .::

Feel so depressed now. Feel that my life's sucha mess now. Sighs.. I am tired... i need 9 hours of sleep everyday. Should i attend Blaw lecture tomorrow? If so, i only left with 6 hours of sleep. If skip blaw, 7 hours of sleep. Not much of a difference anyway. How ler? So tired.. sighs.. sighsighsigh... HOW!!?? ahhh~~ Shall i eat? lolx.. maybe not.. but.. maybe yes.. Maybe i will go for TTP lecture at 10am. Sighs.. but i cannot be defeated by my weaknesses.. arghs.. see.. how indecisive i have became.. Don't know why i have become like that.

Found out something depressing.. sighs.. Read my ex blog. Don't know why.. i could feel that my heart is somewhat reacting? Haha.. i don't know how to describe.. just the feeling of heart pain ba.. sighs.. i just wanna fa xie.. don't mind me okies??

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! QU SI BA!!!
I pray and i hope, never ever let me see you for the rest of my life.

Lolx.. haaaaaaaaaa~ feel much better, i supposed? I am thinking too much le.. hahahaz..~~ Now then i know the wound is still there.. it takes time to heal... it take such a longlonglonglonglong time.. been 3 years? arghs.. ~ WO HEN SI NI LE!! I won't forgive you, never never never never never ever!

:X! I am fine. Just that i TTM tonight. I needa shout. I can't cry. I needa fa xie. ARGHS!! I will be alrighty tomorrow! I will! =D

Rainlite wishhed*
12:40 AM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

::. + Shopping spree~! + .::

So happy now. know why? Cuz i bought two bags!! It's the dolls bag!! Hahaha.. so cute lehz.. aiyooooooo :P I bought one after another cuz i saw the second one which was nicer. Kinda regretted that i bought the first one. Wendy then supported me to buy the second one cuz i was thinking of the second bag all the way back. Lol.. Thus, we went back Bugis street just to buy the second bag. ^^ The more i see them, the more i think they looks cute and the more i like them~~!! ^^ ^^ ^^!! Most people don't like the dolls cuz they think that it's scary.. So far, only Zihui, Wendy and me thinks that the dolls are cute!! :P Hees..

I am left with shoes now. Saw this shiny silver shoe i like.. but the staff said they couldn't find the other side of the shoe.. Furthermore, that was the last pair.. The worse was that that shoe was the old design and don't think the other stores ares selling that! Grrr.. so stupid rightz?.. It's so hard for me to find the one i like but end up i can't have them.. boohoo~ Hahaaz~~

Gonna be thrifty now cuz .. :X

Rainlite wishhed*
10:49 PM

Saturday, January 21, 2006

::. + Back + .::

I am back!! My computer is back!! So happy now. ^^ Had this motivation to wake up early to use computer in the morning. Haha~ I miss my computer. Though it auto restarts sometimes when i open microsoft words, i can close one eye lar.. As long as i can go online. :P

Updates... i forgot ler.. Only remembered what happened yesterday. Went shopping with Wan Ling. Didn't buy anything but earings for her. haha. Found out that we have the same frequency and perhaps the same taste too. Maybe we are the long lost twins! lolx.. We ate the same kind of spaghetti without asking each other, thought of buying a drink at the same time, preferred the same drink, drank finished at the same time, like the same top and thinking of heading to the Heeren shop at the same time! Hahaha. lolx.. so fun~ hehes

I am so hungry now.. i am always so hungry. :x Not working this weekend cuz i intend to go last minute shopping for new year clothes and also presents for two of my friend's 21st birthday. However, it's hard to find someone who is free to go out with me cuz i don't have a goodie friend by my side with me. Not like Grace and Chu Ai who have each other~ sighsigh~ Nevermind.. i am so hungry!

Rainlite wishhed*
1:58 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

::. + Real Busy + .::

Finally finished busying for this weeks. So busy that i didn't have enough sleep for four days. Did project for the whole day (from morning til morning) for the first time in my life. Went sista's house to do ttp proj in the evening. Didn't expect to end at 12.30am. Took cab home after that which surprisingly took only 15 minutes journey. Seems so near.. so interesting. haha.. i should read more maps often. :p On sunday, went Jane's house in the morning. Did til 1am+ Took cab home again. Woke up few hours later to reach school earlier to discuss who to present which slides, touch up project and type our brouchure at the very last minute. Our presentation were lousy.. haha but i have much confidence in our report.

I am so tired. Yesterday morning woke up at 8am instead of 7.15am. Surprisingly, i didn't hear my alarm ring. haha~ Took my time to get ready cuz i got this sixth sense that DS would be late. Reached the classroom at 9.30am. Surprised again to find that DS had not arrive yet. lol..

I was tempted to skip lessons cuz Yvonne wanted to go home to sleep after Blaw tutorial, which was the first lesson. Thus, we stayed til the second lesson before heading home. However, we went shopping instead cuz i wanted to buy clothes at tns. Found none i like.. found the skirt i like in Metro instead. Went home.. took a 1 1/2 hour nap before going back to Metro again with my mom. This time round, i found 1 top and 1 more skirt which suits my liking. Spotted 3 apparels in one shot. Bought 2 in one shot. One more is being reserved cuz my sis got discount. wahaz~~

That's all for the updates these days i guess.. =] I am off to sleep le.. goodnites!

Rainlite wishhed*
12:26 AM

Thursday, January 12, 2006

::. + So Busied + .::

I am back bloggy. Can't connect to the internet easily these few days. Been busied with projects and also SB day thingy. Finally, SB day's over, not project... sian..

Let me start with yesterday. Went to take the train to school in a cheery mood. Turned sad once my friend mentioned about my ex in the train. Everything changed. My face turned black, tone changed though i didn't realised that myself. I tried to act happy but still can't hide it. Hahaha~ This same thing happened a year ago. It was also this same friend who mentioned about him that turned my face black! So stupid.. been almost two years since we broke but i still can't put this darn incident down, i guess? I am not sure too. Haha.. This is so shitty. Why do i still feel this way? Doesn't time heals? Maybe the hurt is too deep. >_< Strangely, i only feel sad and TTM when she mentions about him. I don't feel anything when my other friends asked about him. Maybe there's still connection between her and him. Arghs.. Hate this!!! Let's hope that she won't mention about him whenever she sees me.. dotdotdot... Stupid.. spoilt my day. hmmpx!

In the late afternoon, my gal classmates came to my house to prepare the mixture for today's SB day thingy. Some sort of kueh buloh and crispy pancake. We prepared for the whole night. Yvonne was the last to go at 1am cuz we couldn't finish the last batch of mixture... So tired.. Slept for only 4 hours before setting off to school. Took alot of barang barangs to school via taxi with Yvonne, Jane and Peggy cuz the barangs were heavy. Weather was bad in the morning, was raining quite heavily. What made it worse was the traffic jams! The worse of all, i had car sick in the morning! Felt like puking in the taxi which took 45 minutes to reach SP. The worser of the all, haha.. was that i was one hour late for my EPI class!

SB day thingy, around 10am++, there was a power failure. So lousy.. we couldn't bake our crispy pancake and such. Darn boringz.. messaged to my friends to support meeeeee.. but only one replied lor. Only Ru ting, Desman, Freddy and Daven came to support nia. Haha.. I didn't ask my previous clique members to support me cuz i am definitely 100% sure that i would going to be disappointed. hurhurs~~ Hahaha~ Power came back after 20 minutes? Business was gooood! Hehs~ Our product was quite nice.. Lotsa people said not bad... ^^ We had $114.10 of sale today. Quite sian while baking.. How nice it would be if my 5/1 kakis were baking with me~

So tired.. i can sleep once i close my eyes for ten seconds. Really~~

Rainlite wishhed*
8:40 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

::. + Updates + .::

Heyheys~ i'm back again. Got the laptop from sista again cuz i needa do project. I can't do without a computer manz.

K-box... =< It's been a month since i went singing. K-boxing? I think it has been a year since i went there! It has been Party World i went lotsa times cuz its cheaper as said by my friends? I like K-box still. Sighs... I miss k-boxing... i wanna go k-box!!! =<

Boring.. can't go K-box. Intended to go there tomorrow but just found out that it's darn ex cuz tomorrow is the eve of public holiday. So not going le. >_<

Work is becoming more fun and interesting each day with my new colleagues.

Coming Thursday would be SB Day. No more haunted house or cafe but just a pancake selling stall for us. Haha.. We would also be tending over a game stall organised by SB club peeps. DS is handling over the stall to us. We would be earning profits without forking out $ for the game stall~ Woohoo.. I hereby invite you all to come over to my stalls ya!! Haha.. will update on this soon..

I am off to get prepare to go watch Jos's performance at Vic Theatre. Cya

Rainlite wishhed*
1:55 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006

::. + Post + .::

Back to post using the school's computer. Wanted to blog before i return the laptop to my friend the night before. However, the server could not be found when the connection restart. So blahz

Gonna be busy this and the following week. Gotta go now~ haha... cya

Rainlite wishhed*
11:22 AM

Monday, January 02, 2006

::. + Happy New Year~! + .::

Although it's 2nd Jan 2006 now, it is still 1st Jan 2006 in other countries. Familiar? Haha.. So it isn't late for me to say Happy New Year!! :p

I am so relief that i didn't post a darn depressing post i wrote on the last day of 2005. Phew` It's darn sad and disappointing. Don't wanna say it already.

Last year (31st December 2005), i fell sick, was down with flu. However, i still went Mac to use da laptop to do the MR summary which was due on that day itself. So cold down there... kept on sneezing when i went home. I recovered when i was on my way to SCC to rehearse STOMP that we would be performing to the public at the Jurong Sports Stadium.

Forward to the performance. Quite fun performing there. Very fun and nice... Called my friends to support me.. but only one came. Happy that my that 'one friend' came. Kinda disappointed with the rest of my friends.. but! I will get used to it. Hurhurs~

New year new resolutions. My new year resolution is very simple. I just want to be happy everyday and i mean it. Sounds simple yet difficult. Such an irony isn't it?

Guess what? There's internet connection on top of the washing machine! Wahahaha.. i am using sista's laptop in the kitchen on top of the washing machine typing this! keke.. So stupid rightz? My brother found out this 'amazing secret' just now. So stupid.. only washing machine area got the wireless connection instead of places like my bedroom. Blahx!!

Sigh.. I just found out that i am always too late to realise somethings.. sighsigh.. felt sad just now but i am not going to be sad anymore cuz i wanna be happy everyday. =]

Rainlite wishhed*
12:53 AM