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Saturday, October 28, 2006

::. + Updates of Me... + .::

I'm here to update what i have been doing or whazzup!

Let me talk about my work first.. My days in the stewarding department has been the same.. though the manager told me that he doesn't want to leave me alone in the office doing admin work. He said that he would bring me along to do set up and will be giving me projects. However, after two weeks had passed, i still remained in the office doing admin work. Cuz he went on leave, leaving me and his officer. Then the officer also didn't instruct me to do other things.. and i did the same things everyday. Didn't learn that much actually. Was disappointed with the manager for just forgetting what he said to me. Sigh.. quite sad..

Nevermind.. i will be moving on to the next department, hoping to learn more things and to gain experience. My working hours will be 11am to 9pm. Quite long hours.. no.. actually is very long hours..haha.. Sigh.. 11am report to work.. that mean i have to wake up at 8.45am to prepare. One hour to prepare myself to go out.. By the time i prepare to go out, it will be 9.45am.. Then i will reach Habour Front around 10.30am to catch the 10.40am staff bus. I can't afford to be late then! Must be disciplined already. haha..

Tuesdays going back to school... Thinking of that.. it's sibei sian lor.. haha.. (oops.. dear don't beat me :P) Cuz coming Tuesday, the tutor will be testing us on interview! So ma fan... and she's so fussy.. Our hair must be bunned up, no fringe on the face, (so old fashion!! Hao tu!!) clothes must be of linen material, must wear make up, shirt cannot be black colour, cuz it looks like we're going clubbing -_-"", cannot be of white colour cuz we look like shatec students -_-"", no pink.. i don't know what's the reason cuz i didn't pay attention.. hahaha :X Must wear stocking la... must wear blazer if we wearing pants.. shirt must be long-sleeved if we wearing skirt.. skirt must be knee length.. and the list goes on.. arghz~!! Really a pain in the neck.. Why doesn't she think for the students (from low income background).. We only earn a bit.. where do we find the money to buy those things just for that interview?? and i don't wish to let this be a burden to my parents.. just buying the shirt could cost $30+ lor.. hmmpx! hahaz. Luckily i managed to borrow the shirt from Shi Lei. Really appreciate her kindness for asking her elder sister to lend me.. I really appreciate it. Thanks! =]

There will also be a number of meetings to attend. Tomorrow gonna discuss with the Oct coordinators about coming Monday's OSF on the gosho passage. Haha.. We only have two days to plan.. today and tomorrow.. Hope we will have the wisdom to think how we want to convey the message across. On Monday, we will be presenting the gosho to them. I am so happy and grateful to my new supervisor (i'm not sure whether she's my supervisor yet :p) cuz she allowed me to go off early on Monday instead of working til 9pm! =D So on Monday, i will be able to attend the meeting! =D

Off on Thursday.. don't know what to do on that day.. Maybe i will be thinking of what to do for my birthday. Haha.. Shall i invite my friends to celebrate with me? Shall i take the initiative to ask them out? I am just scare of disappointments if you understand what i am feeling now. What shall i do? Can ou advise me? Anyone? If not i will be singing 'zhu wo sheng ri kuai le' by Wen Lan, Landy on my birthday. haha.. 20 years old leh.. sigh~~ Can i skip my birthday this year? I want Christmas instead. Hahaha.. i don't mind if there's no friends to celebrate X'mas with me.. cuz i have my family members who will give me presents and also my x'mas tree. Haha.. i am not saying that i want presents on my birthday. I just want a bunch of people to accompany me on my birthday.. to at least make me smile.. =]

I am so happy that dear's going to celebrate my birthday with me tomorrow.. and that's only part one of the celebration cuz our working schedule and his ns thingy which clash together. =( Though we cannot spend time to celebrate my birthday on a full day, i am touched that he's planning to start to celebrate my birthday tomorrow onwards. Hahaha.. and i declared to him that my birthday last for the whole month of November! So i will have celebrations coming on and on! Hahaha. =D

My friends.. tell me what should i do. Shall i take the initiative? Or wait for any sincere souls out there to ask me out to celebrate my birthday with me.

Rainlite wishhed*
11:11 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

::. + It's still hurting me + .::

Well, my tagboard has proved that only two friends read my blog. Only the two of them bother to tag me to encourage me. Sigh~ Whatever... I am so afraid.. afraid that my birthday is coming.. and there's no one to celebrate it with me.. =`[

Anyway, my computer has been fixed! Hurray~! Not going school for today so shuang cuz it PH.. Been resting from saturday and sunday.. monday work.. tuesday rest again. =] So shuang.. Spent quality time with deariez on Saturday and Sunday. We went Sentosa to celebrate our 6 months anniversary. Very happy cuz i got free trips as i work there. Hahahaha.. so i share the expenses with dear as he had to pay. Went Vivo City to explore before going in Sentosa but there's nothing to explore and its very boring there. The shops are so messy.. restaurants and apparel shops side by side.. so big and so many people. Giving me headache~ that's what i feel. =p

After that, we went to Habour Front Shopping Centre. That place was much better manz~ Ate dessert, bought ice cream and went Sentosa after that. It was already 5pm when we got into Sentosa. Managed to catch the 5.30pm musical fountain show. Then, we went to The Merlion. Watched the short animation about The Merlion.. hahahaha.. very cute lor the Merlion.. Lion head, fish body. lolz.. So funny.. Dear almost bought the soft toy for me.. but i don't want cuz it's quite expensive larz.. hahaha.. We became the Merlion's flea.. cuz we were standing on top of the Merlion's head.. From afar, the people on top of the head looks like The Merlion's hair flea~ lolz..

After the Merlion trip, we went to eat at Kou Fu. The claypot rice was nice man. Delicious :P*** But that was not what i ate. Hahaha.. After dinner, we walked to The Sky Tower to take the ride. The ride made me a bit giddy cuz it's forever revolving. haha.. I thought it would stop at the top for quite sometime cuz that was what i saw from afar. No meh? Maybe there's alot of people queueing and that's why it didn't stop baz? The scene was ok larz.. Should have take the ride in the late afernoon cuz can view places which are familiar to me.

After the Sky Tower ride, we went to the beach to talk about his army life.. haha.. then i handed him my masterpiece of the present. Spent alot of time doing it. Reached home around 12.15am..

On Sunday, we went to Bugis and that's where i finally found a TAREPANDA bag!!! Hahaha.. so happy.. It's not a kiddy bag.. it's for ladies and i finally found it.. the bag got fate with me. =] That's my dream bag.. Hehez.. Thanks dear for buying for me. I also bought a cap for him cuz he says he has got feelings for the cap. Once he wears it, he got the feeling already, then no mood to find other caps. Haha~ After that, we went to Yong Kang's house to eat pizza together with Terry and Yue Ying. He got two dogs at home. One so small so cute, the other so big and guai. Never bark once de.. but i don't dare to be near it cuz i kinda scare of big dogs.. not like somebody who keeps on luring cats and dogs. hahaha :x After eating pizza, we went to his sister's room to play cards. So fun and exciting.. we kept on laughing during the game. =] Had fun together with them.

That's allz! TS talked to me today in msn.. and i agree with what she wrote.. 'ever thing will be right when love is right' So true man.. This explains why my friends don't take initiative. Hurhurz..

Rainlite wishhed*
1:20 PM

Friday, October 20, 2006

::. + What does friendship means to you? + .::

I am once again.. going to be hurt by friendships. I have been trying my best to maintain my friendship with my friends.. regardless of old or new.. really want to cry le.. I cherish friendships.. that's why i message them once in a while to meet up for lunch or dinner to catch up while i am having my attachment now during this period. My efforts seem to be going down the drain. Why don't they cherish friendships? Do they want to regret it in the future when they found that they are alone? Why don't they take the initiative? It is always me the one taking the initative to want to meet up with them.. ALWAYS.. i am on the verge of my tears le.. friendship... =[ why don't they read my blog? Do they take me for granted? Do they take the initiative to call other friends out? but not me? Why can't they all think of ME for a second even though some are attached? Why can't they spend a day to go out with me? Got new friends so i got kick out already. =[ Really very sad by this.. =`[ maybe our friendship is just a pretence..

I read their blog.. Do they read mine? They only care for themselves.. otherwise it's because they are busy. Then what about me? I going to be in a depression mode for awhile until i get enlightenment.

Rainlite wishhed*
4:55 PM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

::. + Stewarding + .::

8 Days have gone already. I am in the stewarding department now. Today there's no event so i am very free now. Should have brought along my project to do. haiz.. I am really free now.. since 3pm.. then have to wait for one more hour to go home. The first day of stewarding is better cuz got alot of things to do with Amutha around. She's very funny.. playing around in the office.. playing catching with the chef.. haha -_-" and they are already in the late 20s, early 30s already. so cute right? Haha..

Hmm nothing to do now. really sian.. my computer at home is not fixed yet. So i have to go Yvonne's house to use her computer to do project. Then i also wanted to do something for dear.. but i have to go Sembawang to use my cousin's computer later on. hmmm.. hope it comes out nice. =]

Tomorrow dear's coming outta the field camp le.. so happy! =]

Rainlite wishhed*
4:48 PM

Thursday, October 05, 2006

::. + I'm back.. + .::

Heys i am back.. Work so far is good.. going to rotate section next week. Heard from Debbs the timing's gonna be from 9am to 5pm. =D That meansi can go home early and do more things.. also can attend meetings. So sorry to SPSD October coordinators that i couldn't make it for some meetings. By the way.. i am having my lunch now.. delicious~ :P*** This friday gonna celebrate mid-autumn festival with spsd. Hope its gonna be fun..

Everyone in the office had gone out to have their lunch.. left me inside.. I can go to the staff pantry to eat.. but then there's no people there.. only can watch tv. I rather stay in the office.. eat while surfing net. hahaz..

Nothing much to say..Days left to 6th monniversary. hahaa =D Actually i am pack this month. Gotta meet up with district ywdn to cheorograph a dance. Modern-indian dance. Haha.. but no idea where to start lehz.. Anybody got any idea or songs to recommend? Besides that, i am one of the coordinator for this month.. have to plan cic gathering and operation seagull fly on every Monday. Oh ya.. still have stupid project to do. Hahaa... I am not that 'no life' after all cuz i won't be able to go back home straight away after work everyday le..

I feel like vomiting~ especially after eating prawns. =X

Rainlite wishhed*
1:29 PM